Whom to teach
All of nature rejoiced that glorious morning. Fresh flowers blossomed everywhere and
sent their sweet perfume into the air. Birds sang joyfully and creatures everywhere
forgot their fear. Rainbows and beautifully coloured clouds appeared in the sky, and
people marvel led to see such wondrous sights.
Buddha himself was filled with the highest happiness. His mind, free from all darkness
and pain, felt a boundless joy. For days and weeks he stayed near the Tree of
Enlightenment, enjoying the bliss and happiness only a Buddha knows. Then he
thought, "it was so difficult for me to reach the end of suffering and become a
Buddha. I had to work so hard for so long. When I see how blind and ignorant most
people are, I wonder if there is anyone who can understand the truths I have
discovered. How could I possibly teach them? Perhaps it is better for me to live the
rest of my life in the forests alone and enjoy the happiness of being a Budhha myself."
Then he heard an inner voice which said, "please do not forget us ! We are the
suffering beings of the world. We have been waiting for this moment ever since
your birth, and even before that. We have hoped and prayed these for many years
that you would leave the princely life and discover the way to end all suffering. Now
that you have found this path, please teach it to us. Unlike you, we are still suffering."
But another thought arose in buddha's mind: "who will be able to follow the teachings
I have to give ? Who is strong and brave enough ? Who will try hard and long
enough ?" And the inner voice came again: "It is true that our minds are clouded
in ignorance, O Buddha. But for some people this ignorance is not so thick. They
will be able to understand you. For their sake, please teach us all the true path !"
And Buddha smiled and said, "Of course, of course, I shall teach. The only reason
I felt the princely life was to find a way to help others. Now that I have become a
Buddha, I shall do everything I can."
"But even a Buddha can not remove the sufferings of others if they do not try to help
themselves. People must want to get better before a doctor can cure them. In the
same way, they must want to hear the teachings of the truth before anyone can help
them. But whoever comes to me with an open mind will find that I am ready to teach
them in every way I can."
Then he thought, "who, among all the people in world, should I teach first ? Who is
the most ready? He remembered Arada and Udraka, the two teachers he had met
six years before. "They would be the best to teach, but I can see that they have
already died and left this world." Then he thought of the five men who lived with him
for so long in the forest. "They are ready to understand the truth, " he thought, " I
shall teach them first." He knew that he would find these men in the Deer Park near
Benares, the holiest city of ancient India. "I shall go there," Budhha proclaimed, "
and begin the work I came to do."
